16 Nov 2012
in November 2012
Tags: 1 Thessalonians 1:2-3, Advent, Blessings, Celebrate Thanksgiving, fellowship with church families, God, holiday, holiday gatherings, Jesus, Jesus Christ, labor of love, Missing family holidays, prayers, steadfastness of hope, Thanksgiving, traditions, work of faith
When I was growing up, I looked so forward each year to Thanksgiving. My mom and dad were really good about making it special.
Growing up on a dairy farm, I had chores to do every day with milking taking place early in the morning before school and late in the afternoon after getting off the bus. There was no relief on the holidays. At 4:00 p.m. my brother and sisters and I were off to the barn to spend the next 2 to 3 hours taking care of the animals and milking the cows. Then cleaning up, we would go into the house to celebrate. Of course mom was also usually down there in the morning and dad was down there in the evening.
On Thanksgiving Day, the cars were lined up in the driveway and starting at around 4:00 p.m., the festivities with grandparents, aunts and uncles and loads of cousins, began. By the time we finished chores, it was 6:00-7:00 at night. We would then come into the house through the basement and try to sneak through the maze of people to get to our rooms to change out of some extremely smelly clothes and race to the bathroom to wash up before dinner.
The aromas coming from my Mother’s kitchen were heavenly. My mother would cook the biggest turkey she could find 25 – 30lbs, crammed with homemade stuffing. Earlier in the day, my sisters and I would have already pealed a minimum of 10lbs of potatoes, and along with all that, there was no less than 12 other vegetables and side items spread out on the table for all to be enticed.
For the past 13 years, I have missed out on my family’s Thanksgiving Day dinners and gatherings. For years, Earl led Thanksgiving Day services in churches. We’ve also lived so far from either of our families that even when he didn’t have services, just trying to get to them has proved difficult. In the early years with the kids, we couldn’t afford to fly with three children, so the attempts to get to St. Louis would be delayed by Atlanta traffic. I remember one year trying to leave Atlanta on the Wednesday afternoon before Thanksgiving and 4 or 5 hours into the trip we had traveled only as far as the Tennessee border. The red lights ahead of us were like a never ending river. We realized that we had to turn around and go back or drive all night.
So now we have made our own traditions for Thanksgiving. When the kids were home, I made sure I cooked everything my mom always had. The first year, Earl and the kids were amazed as they counted 16 different items of food on the table. I enjoy cooking, so Thanksgiving at our house has always been special, and it’s truly a day that Earl and I can give God thanks and also rest. We’ve learned that Thanksgiving Day is a restful day – a gift from God for the service we do in His name. And it gives Earl a couple days to energize before the Advent season begins.
Last year we started what I am going to consider a new tradition in this empty nest season of our lives. With no kids at home and living far away from family, we found some of our friends who weren’t traveling either, and we decided to celebrate with them. We split the cooking, and we all gather around a feast of food at one of our homes. This year, we decided to eat over at our house. We will enjoy the fellowship of one of our church families – but representative of our thanksgiving for all the saints.
“We give thanks to God always for all of you, making mention of you in our prayers; constantly bearing in mind your work of faith and labor of love and steadfastness of hope in our Lord Jesus Christ…” (I Thess. 1:2-3)
17 Oct 2012
in October 2012
Tags: answered prayer, being real, Christ, Christian, Christianity, friends, girlfriend, God, Holy Spirit, honest friendships, honesty, ministry, Pastor, pastorate, Pastors Wife, PW, Religion & Spirituality, truth
I recently read the book, Desperate Pastors’ Wives by Ginger Kolbaba & Christy Scannell. I found out about the book while browsing a website I joined specifically for pastors’ wives. It had some very positive reviews by women who are in the ministry, and I felt that perhaps I might glean some insight into whether my experiences were the same as my comrades.
The book begins by enlightening the reader that pastors’ wives (a.k.a. PWs) are many times without real friends. Then we meet four PWs who put their trust in one another over a long period of time and eventually there is created a deep and wonderfully honest friendship. PWs can relate to each other. PWs know and understand the difficulties of the ministry.
The focus of this book has described my life for the past thirteen years. I have struggled with befriending anyone since becoming a PW. I have begged God to bless me with a true Christian friend for all of these years.
Prior to becoming a pastor’s wife, I had close friends. I still have my oldest friend Valerie (we’ve known each other for 44 years) and my friend Beverly (we’ve known each other for 22 years). But these friends are not near in proximity nor do we share our everyday lives any longer. We talk or email every few months, catching up, but none of the depth of our lives is expressed in such short periods of time. And now, as the wife of a pastor, with my own ministry, I tend not to think that they want to hear about everything that is going on in my life because of the uniqueness of being a PW.
I reconciled myself to the fact that Earl was just going to have to do as my best friend. And actually, for all intents and purposes, Earl really is my best friend. He knows all about me and certainly listens and shares with me on an everyday basis and deals with all my annoying habits and many faults. But right now, I’m talking GIRLFRIEND!
Once I became a PW, I noticed people to be more reserved about themselves around me. Everybody is truly pleasant and certainly may be inquiring about me, but very few bring you into their lives and share who they are in such a way as to develop a close relationship. However more recently, I have met a couple of women who seem to want to maintain a closer relationship with an alien PW like me.
Carol is a friend from our Morrow Church pastorate. It took six years at that ministry before we actually met. Although I don’t get to see Carol but a couple times a year, we do have dinner and try to catch up. We laugh and we usually cry in just a mere 2 hour time frame, but we are uplifted by each other’s company and God’s Holy Spirit. God is the One Who has brought us together – not the call of being a PW. We met when our kids started dating and our daughter invited Carol & her husband to church. God answered that prayer for me. Within six months of meeting Carol, Earl and I were called to our next ministry. Since Carol, we’ve had two more pastorates.
It wasn’t until we came to James Island Presbyterian, that I met a wonderful woman named Kristi. Kristi is real. Kristi is true and honest. Kristi speaks her mind! The first time we met, she and her husband took Earl and me out for dinner and the first thing she said to me was “It’s been a heck of a day; I’m having a glass of wine, how about you?”….We hit it off immediately. Kristi is in the ministry too. Her husband is the Associate in Ministry at our church. Kristi knows….and understands! Kristi is yet again, a God answered prayer.
If we have patience and trust in God, I believe that He will bring into our lives the people who will help us traverse through God’s difficult ministry trails. I give God my thanks for giving me the patience to wait on Him and for giving me the friends that He has chosen for me…. in His perfect time.
John 15:13 – “Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.”
09 Oct 2012
in October 2012
Tags: appreciation, bible, Christ, Christian, Christianity, Clergy, Clergy Appreciation, counselor, faith, God, Jesus, Jesus Christ, ministry, Pastor, Pastor Appreciation, Pastors Wife, salvation, Spirit, spiritual journey, spirituality
“Earl, I need to talk to my pastor.”
Whereas my husband is a counselor to many when it comes to spiritual, life and relational issues, does anyone wonder who the pastor’s wife goes to for such help? Most people would probably recommend some independent, Christian counselor. Is it possible for a spouse to be your pastor and counselor?
October is Pastor Appreciation Month, a.k.a Clergy Appreciation Month. With a few clicks of the mouse and very little research, I found that Pastors have been “unofficially” recognized the second Sunday each October since around 1992. Funny thing, we have been officially celebrating Groundhog Day since February 2, 1887! Is it possible that we are more apt to put our focus upon a rodent who supposedly predicts the future over our Pastors who help us to find a personal relationship with our Creator and encourage us and help us to grow in our faith in Jesus Christ? I’m just saying…
I see very few churches that even recognize the month let alone a day for Pastor appreciation. Ever since I have known Earl, whenever someone mentions Pastor Appreciation Month, he quickly tries to refocus it into an employee appreciation month. But my husband, without fail, will be there for everyone else with just the ring of the phone or a knock on the door. His ministry is to preach the Word of Christ to all who will listen and to witness to those who cross his path. He will hear your joy; celebrating with you, and he will comfort you in pain; crying with you in grief. He will preach the Bible to the very foundation of what it stands for, and he will not be ashamed of it.
There are many times I have looked at my pastor husband and said “I need my pastor”. It is astounding how quickly, as I watch his face, he transforms into my pastor. That’s right! As a member of the congregation for which he serves, I too claim Earl as my pastor and sometimes, even my counselor. And Earl knows enough to understand that his wife needs a pastor too. Not many people think about that fact. But I do.
I love Earl – My husband. I appreciate and respect Earl – My pastor.
I want to reach out and let my pastor know how much I appreciate him. He has counseled me, he has strengthened me in my spiritual journey, and he has educated me in spiritual discernment and theology. He has pointed out to me God’s Holy Word during times of trials, and he has prayed for me and prayed for me and prayed for me.
Hebrews 13:7 (NASB)
“Remember those who led you, who spoke the word of God to you; and considering the result of their conduct, imitate their faith.”
What has your pastor done for you? More than a groundhog, I feel sure. I’m just saying…
Blessings and peace…..Laura
02 Oct 2012
in October 2012
Tags: blessed, chapel, chaplain, Christ, Christian, Christianity, Clinical Pastoral Education, compassion, continuing education, depressed, dispirited, distressed, God, Jesus, Matthew, Matthew 9:36, Pastor, Pastors Wife, PW, shepherd, St. Francis Hospital
It was Friday night and as many know, Friday is date night for Earl and me each week. But last week it was a little different.
Earl began CPE (Clinical Pastoral Education) classes at the end of August, and they last until December 18th. This past weekend was his first of eight, overnight, on-call volunteer times.
So we decided that we would have a date night on Thursday night. We tried a restaurant in downtown, Charleston. We love sampling the food at different restaurants, and I almost always prefer Italian. Unfortunately, we left the restaurant $60 poorer and still hungry. Whoever heard of leaving an Italian restaurant hungry?
Friday is also Earl’s day off (on call 24/7 always, but we say it’s his day off), so he got up early, worked on his computer, went into the office (he feels guilty now that he takes a day or two for the chaplaincy program, so he goes in on Friday)….then he came home and worked on one of his many auto projects before dressing to the nine’s and heading to the hospital.
Before leaving he asked me, “Would you come to the hospital and have dinner with me?” OK, I’ll be honest here, as the pastor’s wife, my first thought was not positive. It was more like “What? You’ve got to be kidding!” But even as he was asking, and I was rejecting, I knew without a doubt, I would be going with him.
It’s not often that I deny Earl his heartfelt requests, and anybody who knows me, knows this is true. But why would I deny myself an opportunity to spend a little time with Earl, even if it is in a hospital cafeteria? As many people know, a pastor’s family life is very difficult. Check out the blog-post here that I wrote concerning statistics on a pastor’s life and family. So with this knowledge, I know not to make our life any more difficult than it already is. If I’m given an opportunity to be with him, and I can do it, I’m there!
When I met him at the St. Francis Hospital cafeteria, I must say that we enjoyed a fabulous fish dinner with rice and greens along with drinks and bread – all for less than $10. The meal was fabulous! My date continued on with a tour of the chapel, the CPE offices, and then I was brought upstairs to see where he would be spending the night. It was in a small room on a tiny little single bed. Earl is 6’2”, and this was not going to be comfortable for him to say the least. Not only that, but the bed wasn’t even made up. Ghee-gads! Earl and I spent a few minutes locating the linens and then without a second thought, I was making up his bed for him.
I figure it this way, I feel so blessed that God has given me a few things in this life to oversee, whereas Earl has been given much to oversee. I certainly want to make sure that I do all I can for such a caring, compassionate and humble pastor, so that he can touch the souls of those in distress and those that are depressed and dispirited, by the Spirit of God that works through him.
Matthew 9:36 NASB
36 Seeing the people, He felt compassion for them, because they were distressed and dispirited like sheep without a shepherd.
18 Sep 2012
in September 2012
Tags: bag of regrets, choices, Christ, Christian, Christianity, decisions, Epistle to the Philippians, Forgiveness, future decisions, God, I have no regrets, Jesus, Jesus Christ, looking forward, Philippians 3:13, regrets, Religion and Spirituality, the goal, the prize
How many of us can look back on our lives and say that we don’t have any regrets? I most certainly cannot.
I had a friend that wrote a letter to me about 10-12 years ago, and one of the statements that she made was, “I have no regrets in my life.” Wow. This is a woman that I went all the way through school with. She married, had children, owned a business, and was an elder of her church. How can someone go through life and look back and say that all the choices he or she made were the correct ones – no regrets?
I regret things all the time. I seem to have a whole bag of them.
1) the tone of my voice when I’m irritated and take it out on someone else;
2) not making more friends;
3) having too much pride – causing me to hold back an apology that is due someone;
4) not giving enough of myself to the needy;
5) denying God when He’s asked me to do something that was out of my comfort zone;
6) not getting involved in a particular mission that God has laid on my heart for 13 plus years.
I believe there are different kinds of regret. Some are regrets concerning decisions we’ve made in our lives that didn’t help us out personally. Other regrets concern decisions we’ve made that didn’t better someone else.
My regrets revolve around the decisions I’ve made that didn’t make someone else’s life a little better or a little easier. I’ve been somewhat selfish in that regard, and I’ve regretted that tremendously. But that is a regret that can be eased from the burden that I drag around with me. It doesn’t need to be over my shoulder, weighing me down. I can move forward in life and work on helping the next person that comes along that is in need of Christian grace and love. I have His love because God has blessed me with it abundantly. So why not share it with those who need it most?
I have no regrets for me personally. I don’t regret poor decisions that I made that hurt or hindered me. I don’t regret decisions that I made that didn’t prosper me. I give thanks to God that He used my decisions to grant me experiences in order that I can help someone else who needs the same grace that I received from God.
I can move forward, making my future decisions better, based on the experience from my past. God doesn’t want us to have regrets after we have been forgiven. He wants us to live from this day onward for the better – looking forward to the goal – of being like Jesus Christ and looking forward to the prize- of being with Jesus Christ, not looking back and holding onto regrets. I’ve dropped my bag of regrets……with no regret!
13… But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, Philippians 3:13
- No regrets! (simplelifeheartenings.com)
- 5 Ways to Battle Regrets (michaelkingbooks.wordpress.com)
20 Aug 2012
in August 2012
Tags: ATL, Atlanta, Audit, books, Christ, Christian, church leaders, Commit your works to the Lord, Controllre, elders, examination, financial statements, Georgia, God, God's people, life audit, ministering, ministers, Pastor, prayer, Proverbs 16:3, records, SDI, service, serving
As the Financial Controller for a small security business in Atlanta for the past 13 years, I have endured multiple audits annually. An audit is an extensive and methodical examination of all of the books, records and accounts that support the financial statements. In most circumstances, they are costly and time consuming. Audits I’ve dealt with have been done by outside accountants with insurance companies, Department of Labor, commercial finance and our own accountant. All these audits are done in order to determine basically whether I am doing my job correctly and that there is no cooking of the books.
Two months ago, two days prior to leaving on a two week vacation, I received a call from the State of Georgia – Department of Revenue – Sales Tax Division. They would be coming August 13 for two days to two weeks to audit every aspect of our company books, to determine that as an agent for the State of Georgia that we were paying the state all that was due to them. The audit was for a three year period, May 2009 – July 2012. Let the panic set it!!
Proverbs 16:3 “Commit your works to the Lord, and your plans will be established.” This verse has played a very important part of my life for decades. I believe God Himself provided me with this wonderful opportunity of work and because He wanted me here, doing this work, I would commit the work that He gave me, to His service. All that I do, I mentally determine that it is for God. Just as pastors, elders, church leaders take the position that God gave them, knowing that the work is in His name and for His service. We should understand that the work God has given us is actually for Him!
Therefore I went into this audit for the state with prayer and I asked fellow Christians for their prayers also. Though I was told it could take anywhere from 2 days to 2 weeks, I anticipated 2 weeks and I PRAYED for 2 days. I spent the last two months preparing for this audit. It disrupted my normal routine of working remotely from Charleston, and I had to travel to Atlanta more often and stay longer. I was commuting to Atlanta on Sundays after the worship service and returning on Friday or Saturday in order to be home for next Sunday’s services. And I was still trying to minister to Earl and to God’s people as He also directed me. And through it all, God kept me safe in my additional travels.
On Monday, August 13, my auditor appeared at 9 AM, but by Wednesday, August 15, my auditor was finished with the on-site field audit! Do I hear an Amen? My prayer was definitely answered that in two days the on-site audit was completed. After all was said and done, I had done my job to the best of my abilities and with careful preparation and the help of my staff; we were able to provide all the information in an organized and detailed presentation.
After prayer and praise to God, He gave me a thought to ponder. Shouldn’t each of His children review the life they are living and after careful consideration, preparation and detailed determination be able to present themselves to God for audit? God is the only judge Who can determine whether they are doing the job He gave them to do, and whether they do their job to the best of their abilities. Aren’t we all really living a life that is to be fully audited by God? Thank the Lord, our books will be found clean through Jesus Christ our Lord!
10 Aug 2012
in August 2012, Beatitudes - A Study In, Pastor's Wives
Tags: affliction, Christ, church members, compromise, discouraged, distress, enemies, evil, God, HolySpirit, insults, Jesus Christ, Matthew 5:10-12, ministry, oppression, Pastor, pastoring, Persecution, prayer, righteousness, trials
“Blessed are those who have been persecuted for the sake of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are you when men cast insults at you, and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely, on account of Me.” Matthew 5:10-11.
When I met Earl, he had already been in the ministry 12 years, he had 3 children (10, 12 & 14 years old), and was pastoring as an abandoned single parent in a church that had about 10% of the city residents, (600 of 6,000). I was in my mid 30’s he was in his early 40’s. I had 2 children of my own (10 & 16 years old). But I didn’t think twice about dating and eventually marrying a pastor. I had been a Roman Catholic growing up, became a Baptist at 28 and didn’t see any issues with becoming a Presbyterian when I married Earl at the age of 36.
After 13 years of marriage bliss - :-) – I have since discovered how life in the ministry can be. My husband has had all of the 8th beatitude negatives hurled at him at one time or another in his ministries, from insults to persecution to loss of larger church calls because he wouldn’t compromise his beliefs, and to having all kinds of evil said against him falsely on account of his belief in the Jesus as presented in the Bible.
I remember a church that would have called him, but told him that he would have to leave all his controversial sermons in his filing cabinet. Needless to say, he didn’t take the call. Over the years, I too, have had derogatory and untrue comments said about me. Those have really hurt especially since I have been very actively involved at many levels in every church that we have served.
I would highly recommend to all church sessions, leaders, staff and church members, the book, “What Pastors Wish Church Members Knew” by Denise George. This book says it all and then some.
If you take the time to read the book mentioned above, you will actually see the real world of a pastor’s life and the far-reaching effects upon his family. Jesus warned that all those who made the decision to follow Him would be persecuted, they would be afflicted, and they would be oppressed. In 1 Thessalonians 3:4-7, Paul writes that he advised the church that he was going to suffer affliction and then by verse 7 he states, “In all our distress and affliction we were comforted about you through your faith.”
A pastor and his family know that according to the Scriptures, ministry is going to be difficult. Jesus promised that it would be. That is part of God’s call, and I am not really complaining. But Christians need to recognize that sometimes they can be used, usually without their awareness of it, to damage a good ministry and to discourage someone who has been graced by God to shepherd and benefit the church. With this knowledge and with a lot of prayer, forgiveness, and the strength of God, a church family and a pastor’s family can be victorious through all kinds of trials. We can all bear much more fruit for Jesus Christ when we stop insulting and discouraging pastors and start praying for them and supporting them and respect the fact that God may be working through them.
When I read God’s Word, I am in awe of the prophets who have stood in time past and had been persecuted. I never compare my life with theirs, but I can understand just a little better some of the dynamics and trials of their lives. To be persecuted because of your belief in Jesus Christ is like a badge of honor because when this happens to us, Jesus reminds us of His promise, “Rejoice, and be glad, for your reward in heaven is great, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.” (Matthew 5:12) At least when we are persecuted on account of Jesus, we know that we are on the right side!
One of the most important and holy acts of kindness a church family and shepherds can do is to be in continuous prayer about their shared ministry together. Jesus tells us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us. Churches that have done exactly that have seen the positive results of the Holy Spirit working in the lives of those who have had a God-change of heart. Blessings abound for all involved when we do as Jesus directs rather than taking matters into our own hands and reacting cruelly, hurtfully or in an un-Christ like manner.
Unlike many minister families who may be experiencing more severe issues, Earl and I are doing relatively well. I did not write this blog to imply that we are always experiencing persecution. But some pastors and churches are going through such trials that we should not only be praying for them, but also teach and proclaim that it shouldn’t be the church that persecutes its own – even if the world does. Many times churches and shepherds can experience great love, prayers and support for each other. And this is how our witness should be to our culture. But in this ministry as a pastor’s wife, I have learned what God’s call upon my life is. As Earl ministers to our church family, I am to minister to him. For his days are long and hard out in the ministry field. The very least that I can do is to minister to him and attempt to make his divine call as easy to bear as possible. We are in this ministry of Jesus Christ together – for better or for worse.
- August 7, 2012 (proactive.typepad.com)
- August 8, 2012 (proactive.typepad.com)
- Creeping Vines of Persecution (plowingthefields.wordpress.com)
31 Jul 2012
in Beatitudes - A Study In, July 2012
Tags: avoidance, Beatitudes, blessed, Christ, Christian, conflict, Conflict resolution, discord, forgivenees, Forgiveness, God, Jesus, Matthew 5, Mount The Sermon, offering, peacekeepers, peacmakers, reconcile, reconciled, reconcilliation, repent, The Spirit, worship
“Blessed are the peacemakers for they shall be called sons of God.” Matthew 5:9
So here I am, wondering, do I have what it takes to be a “PEACEMAKER”?
There could be a difference between a peacemaker and a peacekeeper. It might be helpful to distinguish between them. Personally, I believe a peacekeeper is one who tries to a great extent to avoid conflict. This is someone who will not cause waves in a situation. They just want to keep the peace. I believe that I might be basically just a peacekeeper.
On the contrary, I believe a peacemaker may even have to bring conflict to the surface between individuals to help reconcile any differences. These are people who are not afraid to iron things out.
The key difference is; a peacekeeper knows that conflict exists but tries to avoid any flare-ups between parties. A peacemaker takes the potentially hazardous conflict and attempts to reconcile the parties by putting an end to the controversy.
I believe peacemaking requires more Christian attributes and gifts than does peacekeeping. Peacemaking requires forgiveness whereas peacekeeping may avoid the discussion of forgiveness altogether. Does someone have to ask for forgiveness before reconciliation takes place? I believe so. I have discussed this with Earl. I have determined that he is correct when he says forgiveness has to be asked for before one can forgive or be truly reconciled. Doesn’t God call people to repent and ask forgiveness from Him? I’ve argued that I can forgive people regardless of whether they’ve asked for it or not. This really is wrong. What I’ve actually done is made peace within myself in order to avoid conflict from without. This is a peacekeeper’s way of dealing with situations. It may even be an insult to tell an individual, “I’ve forgiven you,” when he or she may actually believe that I need to ask for forgiveness from them! People are not truly reconciled by just making peace within ourselves.
This is where a peacemaker makes all the difference. Instead of burying my head in the sand and pretending discord doesn’t exist, I need to vocalize how I’m feeling and get the feelings of the other person involved. Then, with a Christ-like attitude, begin to understand and work on improving the situation that has caused such a struggle in the relationship.
Jesus was very clear about this during the Sermon on the Mount verses, again Matthew 5. Look at verses 23-24 “If therefore you are presenting your offering at the altar, and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your offering there before the altar, and go your way; first be reconciled to your brother, and then come and present your offering.”
This is a very serious directive that Jesus has given us. It could quite possibly be put like this way. If you are in church and The Spirit reminds you that you and your brother or sister are at odds, leave church before offering yourself to God and be reconciled with your sister or brother and then come back and be reconciled with God. Our relationship with our fellow brothers and sisters is so important to God that He doesn’t accept our worship until we have truly reconciled with our sisters and brothers – provided, of course that it is possible to reconcile with them! Paul said it this way, “If possible, as far as it depends on you, be at peace with all men.” God’s ministry and goal for all individuals is reconciliation. That is not just reconciliation with Him, but between all of us. How do we expect God to reconcile with us in our sins, when we can’t even reconcile with each other for wrong doings?
Peacemaking is a never ending requirement during this lifetime in order to be like sons of God. This is the ministry of Christ that He has given to us. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19, “Now all these things are from God, who reconciled us to Himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation, namely, that God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and He has committed to us the word of reconciliation. Let us look to His ministry of reconciliation whenever and wherever it is possible – as far as it depends on us – through Christ our Lord.
18 Jul 2012
in Beatitudes - A Study In, July 2012
Tags: advice, Beatitudes, blessed, Christ, cleanse our souls, Colonoscopy, fellowhip, God, Great Physician, Holy Spirit, inspecting for sin, Jesus, Lord, Matthew 5:8, Psalm 139, Pure in heart, seeing God
Jesus said the pure in heart are blessed because they will see God. Matthew 5:8
Our fellowship with God and knowledge of His ways depends on our purity of heart. Jesus is saying that to receive the blessing of seeing God, we must become like God. But how does that happen?
It’s possible to be passionate about God, spend time with Him regularly and still sin. To become more pure in heart requires a thorough inspection of all of our faults and sinful ways and then asking God to do what is necessary in our lives to cleanse our souls. No, we cannot cleanse ourselves of our sinful nature, but we can take steps by identifying the problem(s) by His Holy Spirit and then asking God to remove them.
This may be a stretch as an analogy, but when I think about cleansing my soul in order to see God, I keep thinking of what it takes in order to prepare for and endure a colonoscopy. YUCK!! Ok, let me tell you how my mind works! We first acknowledge that we may have a sin problem, we seek the advice of a Doctor (The Great Physician, God), Who then recommends that we go through a procedure of cleansing by His Holy Spirit. It involves filling us up with His Spiritual presence and allowing Him to purge us.
1) Sometimes we have trouble acknowledging that we have any problem at all and we continue to feel the results of the imperfections of sins that are affecting our life – not seeking any advice from the Great Physician at all.
2) Other times we acknowledge that there may be a problem, we seek advice but we don’t like what we hear has to happen in order to cleanse the imperfections from our life, so we leave the doctor’s office and don’t do anything with the advice because it may cause some discomfort in our comfortable lives.
3) Then there are those that acknowledge the problem, seek advice and regardless of the disruption it causes to cleanse the imperfections out of our lives, we prepare ourselves and do all we can possibly do to remove all the bad behavior from our life. And when we are finished, we ask the Doctor to do His part to look and see if there is anything left that needs to be removed in order for us to go forward and live a life full of His presence.
So how do we become pure in heart? Psalm 139:23-24 states: “Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting”. Because “…the Lord searches every heart and understands every motive behind the thoughts” (1 Chronicles 28:9).
You must do some serious soul searching and ask God to help you discern what it is in your life that is literally offensive to God. He knows and understands your motives. If your motives are not God centered, you are offending Him and hence, unclean – impure!
Once you’ve reflected and identified the offense(s), you need to repent (confess to God and turn away or repent from the sin in your life with His strength). When you are tempted by Satan, do what Jesus did when He was tempted by Satan, reflect on God’s Word. Filling your mind with the Scriptures helps ensure that you stay strong. Knowing Scripture, makes you know God and knowing God, makes you become more like Him.
Seeing God – Be Blessed.
29 May 2012
in May 2012
Tags: bible, child, children, Christ, compassion, Compassion International, God, heart, India, Jesus Christ, Matthew 18:6, Psalm 127:3, Soul, sponsorship, Word
Reach out and touch another human being with your heart and soul….how hard could it be?
Earl and I have sponsored a Compassion International child named Birru Maran from India for the past 6 years, he is 9 years old now and his birthday is July 4th, 2002. I carry a picture of Birru in my Bible as a bookmark and pray for this dear, sweet boy.
Each year we exchange with him several letters and birthday and Christmas cards. We send him pictures of us and little stickers that kids like and anything else we can find that lay flat in an envelope.
Recently we received the following letter, and I want to share it the way he expressed himself.
“Dear loving Parents, Yours son Birru Maran is writing with thanks. I am safe here, and I hope that you are also safe there. I received letter from you. I read the letter and felt so happy. Sometimes I look into sky and says Hello. We also celebrate Thanks giving festival here every year. I am learning verses daily in the Project, and growing in the way of God. Now we are in March month. It is summer season. Now I am preparing for my annual examinations. I praying daily for you. Yours loving son, Birru Maran”
This young boy brought me to tears. One small act of compassion has brought new life in Christ to this young one in India. We have brought him love, and he in return, gives us his love.
I have seen pictures of our son Birru when he was but a skinny malnourished child to now a child with a young boy face and a healthy and vaccinated body – from a son who drew pictures of his favorite animals to a young lad who writes that he loves us and is growing in the way of God.
Jesus Christ is the very picture of compassion. He always reacted to the children with compassion and love. And He defended them strongly by warning, “Whoever causes one of these little ones who believe to stumble, it would be better for him if, with a heavy millstone hung around his neck, he had been cast into the sea.” Matthew 18:6
All the little children of the world are God’s children, and each child should be loved and held and taught about Jesus. We are but their caretakers while here on earth and that responsibility that God has given us is to be taken with all seriousness. The gift of children is a gift to treasure.
“Behold, children are a gift of the LORD, the fruit of the womb is a reward.” Psalm 127:3
Our children are all grown up, happy and healthy, and they all believe in Jesus Christ. We have grandchildren that we pray will someday know our Savior too. But being able to do so now, we touch another child with our hearts in a depressed area of India with his parents and siblings who also are hearing the Word through our son, Birru.